This is a HEALTHY weight loss blog. I am a woman who would rather eat chocolate than look good in short shorts, but I know I have to lose a bit of weight in order to be healthy.
Grad Dance
It’s not like… a dance where you go to and be like “I CANZ DANCE SOME” but it is a choreographed, 4 minute dance for our parents.
I CAN’T DANCE.
WHY AM I IN IT.
WHY.
And the girl who created the dance and everything is a professional dancer in our class.
I CAN’T DANCE WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO DO A RUNNING JUMP OVER SOMEONE ELSE?!
As it happens, I am the least coordinated one in my class. I am the only one who hasn’t been in sports in high school, and have a severe fright of being watched by people.
WHYY.
This is going to be….evil.
I have to freakin earn this.
there is no more self pity.
no wishing for more encouragement.
no thinking i will do better…later.
no wishing it away.
THIS
IS
MY
WAR
and its about time I started fighting.
I need a support team in this.
This addiction needs to end.
I’m ready to change how I live.
In a complete turnaround, I want to become 10x better.
I want to be healthier.
But it’s a battle.
Just someone willing to keep me on track.
To be willing to tell me to get my butt moving, to put down the cookies, and to clean the house or go jogging.
Or to just remind me that I HAVE to keep moving, working, running.
I cannot wait to lose weight. I cannot wait to finally have a flat stomach. To finally know what it’s like to stand up straight and be able to look down and see my feet, not my stomach. I cannot wait to have sexy legs. I cannot wait to have small muscular calves and thighs. I cannot wait to have lean mean guns. I cannot wait for all those things so I can prove to myself, before anyone else, that I can do it. I can achieve my dream body. I need to be realistic, set realistic goals for myself. Slowly but surly I’ll make it to my destination. I will surprise myself and those who doubted me. I will not only turn heads, but I’ll break necks. And for all those stuck up bitches that looked down on me because I was “fat” I will make their jaws drop. The guys will want me, the girls will envy me, and I will LOVE me for being able to achieve what everyone else thought was impossible for me. Most importantly, I will love myself now, then, and forever because self confidence is the sexiest thing a girl could acquire.
(Source: fit-and-flat)
